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Wednesday 26 September 2012

Ignorance is Bliss???

It's been a while I've written..it's been a while I've made time to breathe. Completely been caught up in mundane activities thereby depriving my soul. Kept myself busy, distracted  and unfulfilled. 
Was talking to a friend about stuff, and all of a sudden the truth hit me. I said, " Ignorance is bliss". I do believe that now. A year ago I had short term plans/goals. I have always been a firm believer in setting goals. For some reason cannot set long term ones but always set six/twelve monthly goals and actions to achieve them. 
Last year I set goals of becoming a manager of a small branch, and then to move on to a medium sized branch by July this year, all of which I achieved. I also set myself a goal to become a manager of a large sized branch after 18 months i.e. by February 2014.
I'm not too sure anymore. An experience changed me and is drawing me towards making some life changes. I want to put a stop to goal setting and achieving on the career front. I'm tending towards living a dream now. 
They say change is the only constant in life. I'm experiencing this firsthand. I have changed, my path is changing. I'm not sure whether it's for the better or not. I wish I was in the dark, I wish I was unaware how clueless I was. Now, I'm aware. Hence, ignorance is truly bliss in my case. Everything is different. I am lost, I have no passion left. I wish I had the courage to embrace this cluelessness and forge ahead. I wish I find the courage to take this risk.